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Journey to Recovery from Psychosis

My daughter was diagnosed with early onset schizophrenia six years ago by Dr. A. Malla, a leading psychiatrist who established Canada's first Prevention and Early Intervention Program for Psychoses (PEPP) in London, Ontario. I am proud of Tara who continues to benefit from early treatment of psychosis with atypical anti-psychotic medication, and a variety of self-styled interventions. I admire her commitment to learning all she can about her illness, as well as her hard work at preventing relapse.
Tara and I managed to overcome obstacles presented by neurobiological disease in unique and creative ways. After the voices and other symptoms were identified as psychosis, I began research to help my daughter regain her health. Tara let me read her private inner experiences captured in poems she began writing at thirteen years old. In the pages of several journals I learned the impact schizophrenia had on my daughter's life. I realized it was vitally important to help her re-establish a sense of identity when she 'woke-up' from her "strange dream".

I understood Tara's "world crashed down" after medication resolved psychotic symptoms, so I encouraged her to participate in a variety of hobbies and activities to regain self-esteem. Initially, we did things together such as joining a neighbourhood gym, learning the rudiments of painting at an art workshop and making handcrafts to sell locally. However, as Tara gained confidence she pursued favoured projects independently. She joined a Tai Chi class, student's council, and wrote articles for an early psychosis newsletter outlining the impact of schizophrenia on her life. She also discovered a hidden talent for creating shimmering, textured and richly symbolic textile art, which she enjoys displaying to raise awareness of psychosis in young people.

Presently, Tara is pursuing full-time studies in Psychology at the University of Western Ontario in London. She is working part-time to offset the high cost of tuition and living away from home. A year or so ago, my daughter organized a peer support group for interested young people in the PEPP program who are recovering from their first-episode of psychosis. Tara has many projects 'in the works' to promote awareness of mental health issues. She believes "participation in [her] own history" is essential to helping her overcome her disease.

I am grateful for the modern treatment of psychotic disorders enabling my daughter and me to manage a complicated disease in creative and enriching ways. Moreover, I am thankful to Tara for her honesty and courage. I appreciate her talent and willingness to be open about profoundly personal experiences. She has taught me a lot about the impact of psychosis on a young person's life and the value of creative expression in recovery from serious mental illness.

-PEPP parent



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